Started to re-read Heart of Darkness and came across this great quote for my work in progress: Takers & Keepers.
He has to live in the midst of the incomprehensible, which is also detestable. And it has a fascination, too, that goes to work upon him. The fascination of the abomination—you know. Imagine the growing regrets, the longing to escape, the powerless disgust, the surrender, the hate.
Heart of Darkness